Help?!

I know it`s crazy, but I`m atracted in a weird way.
Never like before, I feel that I have a new life waiting and my light is standing next to you.
Please save me, I need it, I want it, I depend on it...
Can you? Will you?
Help?!
I am scared like hell and I don`t know what`s right, I`d like to cross the river to the other side, but what if I`ll drawn? How you can save someone who is already dead?
It`s not gonna be easy, I promise that, but if it`s worth it, how about that?
2 months and it`s over...:(